haiz :(

such a long time i din upload my blog ler
lazy as well
haiz
today de me
dunno why
feel so sad
and then cry le
tis kind of feelings long time disappear le
bt it comes again:(
i am very sad
and my tears fall row by row
and my heart getting sour and sour
what am i doing nw?!!
haiz
i dunnno
reali duno
i lost myself again
and i HATE myself too!!
i noe i'm very
ugly,fat,stupid,bad
not as pretty,as thin,as clever n as good as others
i noe
i wat also noe
i'm just RUBBISH !!